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I dropped a link 2 a song, well heres some poetry i wrote earlier:
What's to make of a life with no goals?
Isn't it just as pointless as a basketball court with no poles?
My homelife gives me a reason to not be scared to die
Not scared to get locked up, not scared to have tha state leave me to fry
Someone once said that cat's who weren't scared to die won't living right
yes, this is true, but it isn't always possible to control how you living, right?
I was forced to grow up quickly, so now the parents say if im such a man then move out
These are the people that forced me to raise myself and brother, now hate my maturity, its absurd to be exactly who i am in their eyes, i don't like them eitha but i do not hate on how they live they lives
I feel im more of a man an adult than my own parents, is this true or am i juss been childish?
So many questions bother my mind but they are open ended, main reason to say screwit an start actin wildish
Biggest decision i face is on living through more unbareable teen years or living an unbareable adulthood
I could move out, get a job and would get along just fine.. Sometimes that seems smartest thing to do but other times, im smarter.. i realize i need to wait it out an then prosper....
Inspired by a fight started because of my brother being "Daddy's little boy"
[addsig]
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